I had the privilege of being interviewed on Mormonism Live Podcast. You can listen to the episode on Mormonism Live Podcast. During our conversation, I shared my personal journey of leaving the church and the challenges I faced along the way. I also discussed the importance of finding community and support during such a significant life transition. It was an honor to be able to share my story and hopefully provide some comfort and encouragement to others who may be going through similar experiences.
I was recently interviewed on Cults 2 Consciousness During the interview, we discussed key topics including church doctrine, the Indian Placement Program, and the Mountain Meadows Massacre—along with the lasting impact these histories continue to have today. The episode will be released in the coming weeks, and I look forward to sharing it with you. I also offered a few glimpses into my upcoming book and shared where you can connect with me on social media.

I’m Ember, a Native woman from the Confederated Tribes of Siletz Indians and a descendant of the Turtle Mountain Chippewa. I was born and raised in Oregon, growing up between my Native culture and the Mormon church—two worlds that didn’t always align. For much of my life, I was taught that my identity had already been written for me. Over time, I began to question that narrative, leading to a deeply personal process of learning, unlearning, and reclaiming my voice. Through that journey, I came to understand how powerfully belief systems can shape identity—and how important it is to step outside them when they no longer align with truth. Today, my work centers on identity, healing, and truth-telling. I speak openly about growing up Native in Mormonism, the impact of the Lamanite narrative, and how religion can shape self-worth, belonging, and cultural connection. With a master’s degree in psychology and research focused on high-demand religion and mental health, I am continuing toward a doctorate while exploring trauma coaching to support others navigating identity shifts and religious harm. Outside of my work, I stay grounded in my culture through community and traditional practices. If there is nothing else I do in this life, I hope to help make it better for the next seven generations.

I am available for speaking engagements about my book and my journey. Please contact me at ember@waywardlamanite.com

In the Book of Mormon's narrative, the Lamanites begin as wicked rivals to the more righteous Nephites, but when the Nephite civilization became decadent, it lost divine favor and was destroyed by the Lamanites. Latter Day Saints have historically associated Lamanites with present-day Native American cultures